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- rants ; part I

music; pearl harbour
mood; happy ^^

` ` W I N N I N G L O S E R

you say you're a born loser
you say you're doomed to failure
and to lose - but i want to tell you once again
you're no loser - and i want to tell you that
you're a winner in my heart

you said you were a loser
you said you were doomed to fail and die
but what you did proved you wrong
and i will prove it again to you

you told me you were a loser
you told me you would always fail
but i told you every day and every time
at every moment you lost hope
i told you that you were no loser
i told you that you had won

you said you were a loser
you said you were doomed to fail and die
but i told you that you won
you're the sole winner in my hearty

you won both my heart and soul
my locked-up heart and
subtle and shadowy soul
and yet you claim never to win anything
how i wish i could just tell you
you're the winner in my life

you said you were a loser
you said you would never achieve anything
but i could never bring myself to tell you
my heart just drifted away with your very presence
i watched you from the corner of my eyes
your gentleness; your subtleness
i still find it hard to understand
how could anyone like you be a loser
and how could anyone like you
not bear to win my heart away

you will discover the winner within you

` ` copyrighted by wenyun

ho ho. i feel very bored. ^^ i wrote that like ages ago. sheesh. lets just say its random stuff.

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music; Omnisoul - Waiting (Save Your Life) - V4

hmm. talking to mingjie and janice now. apparently amel escaped somewhere else. haha. i guess shes busy with filing now. haha. file checks are going to freak me out lah. my file is weirdly organised. haha. i dont think i followed the standards. but never mind.

haha. my brother just suggested we have a combined percussion concert i.e. RJ, RI and RG dajiyue people lah. he says probably at the end of the year during the december holidays, so i guess theres no need to worry about exams basically. and it might be something like a christmas concert.. ^^ this is just the basic idea for now i suppose. if it is possible, we will be performing at the performing arts centre in RJ. ((:

so erm BL needs opinions. like what do you think we can perform if we really have this concert.. that kind of stuff? but anyway, im not very sure of this myself so im actually just giving you people a rough guideline of what might happen.

arh. i sound weirdly too formal.. yes i am too formal. GAH. this is just a rough idea. so im not that sure about like the smallest of details. but yes. we might be having a combined concert so YAY. ^^

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music; The All American Rejects - Dirty Little Secrets

mood; tired

hmm. i banged my liuqin for 2 hours solid today. ^^ achievement!! finally. after a few days of not touching it. yes. only that my fingers are now quite sore and the skin got rubbed in pretty deep. so it's quite painful? i suppose success doesn't come without a price so there goes my nice little fingertips. amel says sooner or later my fingers will get some jian thing. like got a thick layer of flesh grow on your fingers so when you poke a needle through your finger it isnt painful or something. its sort of gross lah but its the only way you can play your liuqin well. EE. thinking of it nearly made me spit out my milo lah. sheesh.

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music; He Bei Hua Bang Zi

i shall continue with my rants about philo tmr. im not sounding subtle enough recently. i seem to have lost my subtle touch. GR. i need to be subtle.

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-rants ; part II

music; Next Game - Singapore Chinese Orchestra - Ngoh Kheng Seng, Shen Guo Qin, Teo Teng Tat, and a jap guy [whats his name again? dunno. ^^]

mood; dizzy like hell. ^^

GAH. today kweky tortured my poor head. keep hitting my head so hard. now im still very dizzy. o.o. all your fault lah kweky!! ><>

no one is online. i got no one to talk to!! sheesh.

lonely i'm so lonely, i have nobody, to call my owwnnn ~ i'm so lonely, i'm mr. Lonely, i have nobody, to call my owwnnn ~

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music; Hong Lou Meng Xu Qu

mood; tired but happy. ^^

now i dont feel dizzy anymore. gah. i want to wash my face again and again and again. yes. i want to dunk my whole head in water. cause im not awake enough. but during philo i was very awake. ((: philosophy rocks. ho ho ho. so its no more bittersweet. its sweet. ho ho. only that the guy teaching us philo isnt MY type of teacher. hahaha. lets just put it that way.

today in philo. aii. i wont say everything lah. very fun. in some way. haha. i mean. it was quite funny really. HOO HWA. ~

now BL's watching Batman Begins again. GAH. and as usual im tagging along. like duh. theres no entertainment here. oh shit. got homework. ARH. i shall do it later. after this entry. hahaha. i wont finish this by today. YEEHA. ^^

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bl is going to his fren's house now. sheesh. dumb right. in the middle of the night. hoho. i shall continue another day. byebye.